Saturday, August 12, 2017

Pressing On


I have been in Togo for almost 7 months now and I have still yet to write a heartfelt blog post.  The truth is, I just don’t know what to say.  So much has happened and things are constantly changing.  I want to tell you all stories about my patients, but I want to respect their privacy.  I want to be honest about the struggles we face at the hospital, but I don’t want to sound like I am complaining.  I want to tell you my thoughts and feelings, but they aren’t all rosy and cheerful.  So, what is left to write about?

The past 7 months have been difficult in ways I never expected, but they have also been good.  I have been stretched and forced to grow in so many different ways, but in ways that I am sure are much needed. Maybe that is why I don’t know what to say.  Maybe I am still trying to figure out life here and how I fit into it. 

For now, I'll stick with pictures...



A typical night on the postpartum ward. 



Taking baby home looks a little bit different in Togo.



The equivalent of a car seat fitting. 



There are so many twins! One day I delivered two sets of twins in two hours!




Proof that I do more than just deliver babies.  This is an ovarian mass that I removed.  (It's also the most tame gyn picture I have.)




It's rainy season so we have grass now!




I made it to the beach!





The meat market was overflowing onto the street the day after Ramadan ended.  (I eat a lot of eggs and beans here.)  



I'll be in Texas in a couple of weeks for vacation!  Let me know if you would like to meet up! 

Thursday, April 20, 2017

Finding Beauty


Shortly after I arrived in Togo, I saw someone wearing a t-shirt that said this:



I loved it!  It is so true. 

Life here is not easy.  This time of year temperatures get up into the 110s with lows in the 90s and rare AC.  The nearest grocery store is two hours away and has about three shelves.  The internet is spotty and slow.  I could go on and on…

BUT life here is also beautiful and there is a lot to be thankful for. 



Like getting new dresses made with fun African fabrics!  (We live in a conservative Muslim environment and women are not allowed to wear pants). 


Grocery store runs make for fun road trips with friends!  (Clearly this is not us because we would have piled coolers onto our roof.) 


Sometimes I get to play tourist!


I am so thankful for my patients.  This woman did not want to smile for the camera, but you can see her million-dollar smile from a block away! 

(Wound infections are incredibly common here.  There are a lot of medicines we don’t have and the normal antibiotic we use before surgery is one of them.  I am currently experimenting with alternative antibiotic combinations using medicines we do have but, unfortunately, this woman developed a terrible wound infection after surgery.  She had to come to clinic every day for about 6 weeks to have her dressings changed.  She and her husband always sat on a bench together and smiled and waved at me when they saw me coming in the distance.  How sweet!)


I am so thankful for Marie and Mahamed!  A majority of my patients do not speak French so they translate my very imperfect French into multiple local tribal languages.  They also make gyn clinic a lot more enjoyable!


I love running past these shipping containers!  They carried donated medical equipment from the US that allows our hospital to function.  They are such a great reminder of God’s provision.


My favorite part of the day is playing with the babies I delivered and watching their mom's take care of them!


Sarah Young reminds us, “When you focus on what you don’t have or on situations that displease you, your mind also becomes darkened.  You take for granted life, salvation, sunshine, flowers, and countless other gifts from God.”



Beauty can be found every day!









Friday, February 24, 2017

Obstructed Labor #1

I have just finished my fourth week of work in Togo.  So far everything is going well and I am enjoying the work here.  On a typical day, I get to the hospital around 7:15am to round on my patients.  I do newborn exams here (usually done by a pediatrician in the US) so now I have babies as patients too!  I really love being able to play with the newborns every morning.  After rounding, I head to clinic or the OR if we have a Gyn surgery scheduled. 

We have clinic on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday.  Some days it is OB clinic and some days it is GYN clinic.  We see a majority of our patients in the morning then I do Ob/Gyn ultrasounds at 1pm.  We see a few new clinic patients in the afternoon, but mostly it is a time for patients we saw in the morning to come back for lab/imaging results that were ordered earlier that day and to discuss treatment planning based on those results.  Many of our patients live hours away and often have to wait in line for a few days before they can be seen so we try to get everything done for them in one day.

There is another American midwife here who has been running the OB side of things by herself for the past couple of years.  She is amazing and we alternate days that we cover labor and delivery.  We average about 1-2 deliveries a day.   Twins are very common here and I have delivered a set of twins every week since I have been here. 

There is also a visiting Ob/Gyn here from Arizona right now.  He is here for six weeks and we have been doing a bunch of surgeries together.  There are a lot of women with pelvic organ prolapse here (bladder/uterus falling out), but we have been doing hysterectomies for a wide variety of reasons.  I’ll leave operating in Togo for another post…it is quite different to say the least…and I wanted to start off by sharing a patient story.  

The women here are incredibly resilient and strong.  I am continually amazed at how much they can endure.  They hardly make a peep when they are in labor (there are no epidurals here) and the day after surgery I often find them sitting up and ready to get out of bed.  The woman in the story below is no exception.  She greeted us every morning she was in the hospital with a smile and never had a single complaint even though she had reason to have many. 

Obstructed Labor #1:
One evening I was at the hospital finishing up a delivery when we received a patient from a local Togolese hospital.  I happened to be covering the first part of the visiting Ob/Gyn’s call, but luckily he arrived at the same time as the new patient.  The patient was in labor and we were told that she had been pushing for 8 hours.  She was transferred to us because the other hospital didn’t know why the baby hadn’t been born yet.  This was the patient’s eighth baby and her previous seven babies had been born without any problems.

Red flags were flying up all over the place.  Eight hours of pushing is way too long.  She should have had a cesarean section hours ago and someone who has had seven normal, uncomplicated deliveries should have no problem with baby number eight.  We did an ultrasound first to look for the fetal heartbeat.  The heart was no longer pumping.  The baby had passed. 

We then did a quick scan of the rest of the baby’s body and saw that his head was very abnormal.  It was filled with fluid and very big.  It had worked its way into an oval shape in attempt to get out, but it just wouldn’t fit.  We decided to take our patient to the OR and deliver the baby there where we had better lighting and better tools. 

This situation was a first for me, and initially I wrestled with what to do.  (In the US, this baby’s head deformity would have been identified and addressed long before his mom went into labor.)  I knew the tools we usually use to help deliver "stuck" babies wouldn't work in this case and I didn’t want to do a cesarean section and put the mom through a major surgery to deliver a baby that had already passed.  We decided the best thing to do was to drain the fluid from inside the baby’s head and then deliver the baby normally.  This was clearly the best option, but I really struggled with it.  What we had to do was so morbid.  I knew the baby had already passed, but we had to make a hole in his skull in order to drain the fluid.   

We were very relieved once the baby was finally delivered.  Since the mom had been in labor for so long and her uterus had been working so hard, we were worried that she may hemorrhage after the baby was delivered.  Thankfully, she did not. We let out a sigh of relief thinking the hard part was over.

We then went to inspect the mom more closely to make sure she did not have any tears.  The first thing we saw was the Foley bulb as clear as day.  Not good.  (A Foley catheter is a type of tube that is placed in the bladder to drain urine.  If you can see the Foley bulb, it generally means there is a hole in the bladder.)  We quickly double checked to make sure the Foley was in the right place. It was.  There was no mistaking the fact that the patient had a huge hole in her bladder.  We couldn’t even see the end of it.  She also had a large tear in her cervix that went up into her uterus.  We couldn’t see the end of that either. 

We made the decision to make an abdominal incision to see how extensive the bladder and uterine damage was.  Once we opened her abdomen, we saw that her bladder had essentially been shredded and the tear in her cervix extended well into her uterus.  Thankfully we were able to sew everything back together, but we knew this patient was still at great risk for developing complications during the recovery period.  Have the ureters been damaged? Is this going to heal properly?  What if our repairs break down and she develops a fistula? (If she doesn’t heal well she could start leaking urine into her abdomen or vagina.)  In the US, I would have called in a urologist, a doctor who specializes in the bladder, to help with her repair.  In Togo, I’m the urologist.

The next morning on rounds we were nervous to go see our new patient.  Was there going to be urine in her Foley?  Would it be filled with blood? Was she going to be infected?  I think we were both holding our breath, but when we got to her bed she was sitting up smiling at us with her feet hanging off the side of the bed.  We both looked at each other as if to ask, “Is this our patient?”

She stayed in the hospital for about a week and did not develop any complications while hospitalized. We left her Foley in for two weeks to give her bladder time to heal then did special imaging to confirm that urine was not leaking from her bladder.  It was not!  We took out the Foley and told her to come back immediately if she starts leaking urine.  I am praying she will continue to heal appropriately.  

Please pray that the Lord would give me wisdom as many patients here have conditions I am not used to seeing in the US.  Please also pray that the Lord would guide my hands and decision making during tough surgical cases. 



Grandma giving her new granddaughter a bath.  This is a very common sight on our postpartum ward.  



Life in Togo.



Big termite mounds are all over the place.  This one was taller than me!

Friday, January 27, 2017

First Glimpse

I have finally made it to Togo!!  Language school was a wonderful break after residency, but I could not be more excited to get back to work.  I miss delivering babies!

My French has thankfully reached a level where I am able to live day-to-day life in French.  (Thank you to everyone who has been praying!)  My French still needs a lot of polishing and my list of vocabulary words to memorize is never ending, but these things will come with practice.  I am incredibly thankful to have gone to a wonderful language school and to have had classmates who also became my friends.  I will miss them!

I plan on starting work on Monday.  Until then, I will be getting my house in order and meeting my colleagues.  Here is a first glimpse of Togo:  



8 hour drive from the airport to the hospital.  Look at that nice paved road!



Entrance to the hospital compound. 




 The house I will be living in.  (The neighbor's house is currently being built so that is why there is a ditch in the yard.)


But I'll probably be spending more time...



...on the maternity ward and in the ob/gyn OR. 


Northern Togo in the dry season.  This picture was taken just outside of the hospital compound. 



Market.  This is where I buy all of my groceries etc. 



Fun with the team!  (We were playing Family Feud.)



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